Release the Tension
Mon, 08/10/2009 - 3:45pm
I deleted the original forum "Let it out Let it all out" because it seemed to becoming boring and the same question was asked "can you lick your elbow?" in fact you can but anyway please use this for SERIOUS issues or to get things off your chest I may not be able to help you but I can always try...
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No one ever seems to know what's true anymore, but it all feels real and true to me, "hang my heart by a thin string and call it a party pinata and let the kids demolish it, I don't know if it would hurt anymore."
Fri, 09/18/2009 - 4:38pm
#2
I'll give it a whirl...
This is what I do in these situations.( not something you have to do but it's only a suggestion).
When ever my house is filled with tension. you know the screaming and derogatory comments. I hide away in my room plug my ears with the loudest music I can stand and just listen to my inner thoughts. (kinda crummy...? yeah I know) but it lets me relax and what not, and it drowns out the noise. another thing I do is, find a friend I trust well, call them up and go to their house and just let it out on them if think they can understand me...
I hope things get better for you and I hope this may help you...I'm sorry it took so long to reply, but I've been up to my eyeballs in work... thanks ever so much...
If you don't want others to see these situations you are welcome to e-mail me
ComedyNTragedy15@gmail.com
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No one ever seems to know what's true anymore, but it all feels real and true to me, "hang my heart by a thin string and call it a party pinata and let the kids demolish it, I don't know if it would hurt anymore."
Thu, 09/24/2009 - 2:43pm
#3
oh so very porcelain
i sort of had that.
i had my step mum and my step sisters bitching about me night and day,
and my dad just supporting them.
really, it sounds shitty, but you just have to believe in yourself.
and if you don't believe in your self, believe in something you hold dear.
if that's music, like it is for me?
just know that you can just retreat to your room and
just plug your headphones in and listen to whatever shit you want.
without major obstacles.
get a friend who will be there to talk to,
to just ramble random shit to,
and get one who you don't have to hide anything from.
i dunno, my advice giving isn't the most amazing.
i get it mainly from experience,
and most of my experiences were interlinked with each other,
so i was nearly writing down things completely unrelated.
anyway, i hope things get better for you, okay?
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on another note::
quick question, with what seems like a maybe easy answer.
have to give you a quick down low on me, before you can answer this,
cause it relates to that.
i, even though i'm only turning sixteen on tuesday,
have, you could say, been through more shit that the majority my age.
not all, by any means, probably only certainly more shit than
55-60% of teens.
but i've just started a new school.
im not telling anything,
im not hiding anything.
small problem?
yep.
i hate long sleeves.
i hate lying about stuff that matters.
i know people are anti unknownness in my school.
i know a few people are homophobes.
im bi.
i have scars running up and down my forearms,
up and down the tops of both legs,
and all over my torso.
i don't care if people know.
i just don't want to be judged.
does that make any sense?
not really.
it's okay for now.
its winter, they've only seen my arms.
but come summer?
short?
skirts?
SWIMSUITS?
i mean, where how can one be discreet and yet not hide?
its not uncommon, exactly, 1/10 to be precise...
but its also when people ask how you got them.
what happened afterwards.
they never believe one time only.
and yet are you really meant to tell them
you spent six months locked up?
needles and pills and sedatives all over the place?
i don't think you are.
what can you hide behind the curtain of your eyes,
and what can you not?
Sat, 10/24/2009 - 2:25pm
#4
I'm not the best on advice on this...
I'm not the best on advice for this situation so please don't get angry with me. I have a friend who sort of had this problem but not quite like this. I have never had to experience something like this and I going to be honest with you, so don't take it personally, My motto for life used to be " tuck your tail between your legs, hold your head low, and keep your mouth shut, and no one will see you" but that has changed in the past two years now the motto is " hold your head high, take pride in being the unique you, and march to your own beat" I really never cared about anyone's impression of me, they may question you, let them, if they want to be a moronic asshole, who cares, you are who you are and no one can tell you different, you may feel some times like you want to cover up your scars, but the truth behind it is your frightened by the fact to be judged by the world, but who knows you but yourself, let them think what they want, show you don't care that your scars scars are there and that they are just a part of you.
I know this might not be the best advice but it's just a suggestion, so please don't take anything personally just take it as a start.
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No one ever seems to know what's true anymore, but it all feels real and true to me, "hang my heart by a thin string and call it a party pinata and let the kids demolish it, I don't know if it would hurt anymore."
so my parents are divorced. my mom got remarried and now lives in mississippi. i live with my dad (duh). i had planned to attend college at my mom's cause its close and i would have to live with her (no dorms since hurricanes and all that jazz) so no rent BUT i can't stand my stepdad. biggest asshole you'll ever meet. the hosue is small, you can hear everything, that includes asshole stepdad talking about you negatively. the thing to do is........?