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1. Blood On My Hands
You felt the coldness in my eyes and something I‘m not revealing,
Though you got used to my disguise, you cant shake this awful feeling,
it‘s the me that I let you know, and I‘ll never show I have my reasons,
I hate to say that I told you so, but I told you so

straight from your eyes its barely me, beautifully so disfigured,
this other side that you cant see, just pray that you won‘t remember,
Feel the pain that I never show and I hope you know, it‘s never healing
I hate to say that I told you so but I told you so

there‘s blood on my hands like the blood in you
some things can‘t be treated so don't make me be myself around you

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2. Empty with you
I haven't lost anything except my mind,
expect a thousand questions that you will not find,
I try to take of my head some times because I can‘t escape the memories
I haven't lost anything except my mind,

I haven't wasted a thing except my time,
forget the treasures we‘ve burned because we‘ll be just fine
I try to take of my head some times because I can‘t escape for the life of me,
I haven't lost anything except my mind,

Instead of going underground,
Instead of calling them out,
instead of running cause you‘re still breathing
instead of swallowing lies
instead of buried alive, lets twist the knife till‘ they cant stop bleeding,
if you need a confession, I‘m guilty
so you thing I feel sorry? Forgive me

you could be empty, and I can be right here empty with you,
and you can be hallow, and I can be right here hallow with you,
if you wanna say goodbye to everything I could say goodbye to,
then I can be right here empty with you

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3. Born to quit
exercise the demon that's been living up inside you
after all you think you‘ve been through, just what have you been through?
Try to get beside yourself, this tearing at your insides
will you end up on the wrong side? always standing so strong
sharpen up you teeth, you dreams are more than worth defending in a fight thats never ending
go on, go ahead and prove me wrong,

something supernatural, it seems it could posses you,
no malevolence about you, than that might not be true
how they care to demonize the fucked up situation,
how you killed off all the demons taking notice of you

the further you go, the less you know,
you‘re born to quit, you‘ve blown it
you need to let go of letting go
you‘re full of shit, you‘re born to quit,

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4. kissing you goodbye
cut yourself in conversation cut the line to make me feel alive,
cause you know I‘m not alive,
and leave me with you complications,
take you life, you feel like taking mine
meeting god we stand in line, not alone

trust you‘ll take the right to leave me
waiting under dark clouds for the rain
praying lightning strikes a change,
as history gets lost and as I took that final breath, i felt alive
meeting god we stand in line, not alone

Don‘t let me go, don‘t say goodbye, cause you know that I‘m not alive
don‘t let this love die

no where to go, I‘m not leaving, I‘m not going
I‘m not kissing you goodbye, on my own, I‘m nothing, just bleeding
I‘m not kissing you goodbye

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5. Sold my soul
I think of the worm that I‘ve become,
left blind from the brightness of you halo, no one shines like you do,
my filthy mouth and broken words,
this small disease that leaves me crawling to you
I crawled underground for cover, staying close to the dirt to keep from falling

i took every chance to lash my tongue
and you wore the scabs just like an angel, there‘s something about you
horrible things that I have done
seems this disease is slowly spreading,
start running, what would you do,
I crawl underground for cover
staying out of my mind to keep from dying

could you forget then what I said, and how I died inside my head,
We‘re starting over, not pretending that the past is dead
all the pain you feel you own, and those times I soul have known
don‘t keep it inside, let it out and lay it all on me

sold my life to bring the rain, maybe to wash me clean
sold my soul to stop the pain, hoping you‘d set me free
all your fears, all the pain, you know you can lay it all on me

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6. Watered down
in my eyes, coarse and jaded, it‘s no surprise, the lights have faded
i always walk away you‘ll always hear me say I don‘t need this
I‘ve been given such a gift, shame to take advantage of it
watch it wasting leaves you wanting more
be careful what you‘re wishing for

now my days are feeling numbered, this sad cliche I‘m hiding under,
this spiderweb of dreams, I‘m stuck here as it seems to be breaking,
Shining brighter than you burn, is something that I would never learn
I could never lay this curse on you, cursing the days where there‘s...

it all just ends up tasting watered down,
and everyone has found an easy way out,

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7. On The Cross
we were taught to kneel and bow our heads,
tried simply standing up instead
heard rumors of transparent legs and walked for days and days
these days we reached for so much more
we reached a point where we can‘t go home
alone we wait here underground
amidst the others waiting

we would guess you were the chosen one
right place you were the first born son
once questioned stable state of mind
has spent some time in the gutter
A full collapse, a caving in, just wait for faith to kick in
lost track of time as I stood in line
amidst the other believers
over and over and I still cannot believe,
that we cant save ourselves

give me a chance up on the cross and watch me bleed
and I‘ll ask for help, having faith in something you can‘t see takes something else

so pray then, if it makes you feel safe,
but all i can say, is we go our own way
send your prayers our way to save us

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8. Come Undone

open up my failure when you refuse to go insane,
I felt you get excited when I whispered all the things you love to hate
like your the one who kills me, could kill me with a drug your weapon
lets pretend there‘s nothing wrong, we‘ve learned our lesson

open lacerations, a slower cut to feel you pain
heat the blood to boiling as it passes from you lips into your brain
cause you‘re the one who kills, could kill me with a drug your weapon
lets pretend that I‘m not dead it‘s in your head

I can turn you on like fire
set my love deep inside you
eat you alive and watch you coming out the other side

I‘ll be you loaded gun
waiting to come undone
or I‘ll set it off inside you to watch you burn
I‘ll be the end that you deserve,

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9. Meant to Die
past midnight breathing in the dark, the same strange friend come to visit
never intend to open the door
you take it to places that no-one‘s ever been
you let it, you‘re insides caving in, you pushed still wanting some more
this time I‘ve gone all the way without you
there‘s nothing more I can say

past heartbeats fading in the night only expected darkness,
surprise to wake and follow the light
the second you let it become a part of you
you‘ll never forget it no matter what you do
you lost it all still wanting some more

so maybe I took a little to much
maybe life didn't want this part of me
if it helps to know I never meant to go
sure I lost my mind, but I never really meant to die

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10. The Best of me
I could forget your name, I could forget you face forever
I could forget about the smile you always faked,
the one you thought I bought, but never
I could forget you lies, I could forget the hype for always
I could forget about how desperately you tried but flattery will get you nowhere
I could forget how you had tried to get the best of me
you‘ll never forget that you never got me
I could forget your pride, I could forget you wandering eyes
I could forget the way you made me feel,
And talked about me so condescending

real nice to know that you care to leave me soaking wet
I‘m so surprised you would dare, you make me wanna forget

11. Men Are All The Same
Always safe to know what is good for taking blood stains from your clothes, besides fire
and like I said before, when I bite your tongue out of your mouth, you‘ll know
just what am I supposed to say? tell you why I turned out this way?
Don‘t make me
If you love it then let it go
and how I died you‘ll never know, don't blame me, don't hate me,

nothing safe feels real, waiting here to die just hoping I will feel
feel something, picking up my brains you could tell you mom that men are all the same

you‘ll never make it alone, it‘s easier to go
you‘ve always been on your own, it‘s easier to go
you‘ll have to pay to watch me die and then I‘ll love you more